过了........................很多很多的任务...................很多很多的报告....................很多很多的小插曲过了...............第一次对外卖票的促膝弹琴·七音乐会过了.................2008学年也结束了..............完成了很多很多的任务................她门.........其实都不特别..............她们是我人生的小小螺丝钉..............把我的回忆.........我的想法...........我的思索........我的故事都锁在一起.........
不觉得..........这些任务很平凡，她们都有实际的意义，我不怀疑我已深深地被感动，她们真的让我学到很多.........发现很多........体会很多。我曾经伤心过........流泪过...........紧张过............不敢相信，这人生中会有那么一段经历.................那不平凡的经历..............
在培风的五年里，我的学业成绩不怎么标青...............唯一让我觉得骄傲的是...............我真的学到了很多...............那很多....不知道该怎么说...........她是说不完的故事..........说不完的感动...............她更不是能随便表达的言语.............华乐团........我成长就多的地方..........看到了很多............听到了很多.........也发现了很多............
我很自豪........在培风的这五年里.........我很肯定.......我真的学得比别人慢...........学得比别人不足.....学得不比别人优秀.........但.............我学到了别人不一定学得到的........真、善、美.......不瞒别人....不瞒自己.......其实真的受伤很多...........伤痕都在心里.......伤痕......这道伤痕.....曾经和我一起渡过难关.....一起快乐.......一起疯狂.........一起开心的朋友们........我肯定我们永远不会忘记.........
我今天....不算成功.......不算失败.......但我开心.........一直以来还是有你们的陪伴....朋友.........无论如何....我都不会忘记....不会放弃.........不会离弃你们........如果真的有一天.........你们放弃了我....我会等....等你们想起........这个今天.......
Thanks god .......you don't give me a lot but you always support me.......believe me .......tell me that i can do that...........today......i really happy...........i success ........and i trust myself........i know i can do that..........thanks you ,god.........you are my sun...........
Belle
Monday, November 17, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
一切准备就绪......
今天，考试已经步入第三天了......考试考了三天，考到有点神志不清，有点喘不过气来，但是还是要坚持，因为还有两天！！！！还考多两天才算真真完成任务，真真考完！！！！这两天的时间还是一直在不停、不停、不停地K书.............难得下星期一放假，多了一天K书的时间，真好：) ........
虽然会怕书读不完,但也顾不得那么多了，最起码有努力过吗，嘻嘻......知道这努力是回忆，将来毕业后，她一定变得很甜美.......幸福地窝在我脑海深处.............恩........我会快乐................考试是一个过程，她对我们来说真的很重要，虽然.........考试成绩不是一切！！但现实的社会里，少了她是不能活的！！！！我很清楚这一点，我也有了明确的前进方向，所以说，成绩对我现在来说是非常重要的。现在在享受着考试的熏陶，除了读书，还是读书...........但忙里偷闲，今天溜了进来............嘻嘻........但是没有内疚哦，因为考试累了，这里让我很窝心、这里让我很自由、这里让我没有压力、这里是我呐喊的空间.............这里是我最想停留的地方，这里让我重新充电.........从归考试战场的电力........
考试很快就要过了，接下来的时间会充满兴奋、惊喜、快乐哦..............十一月、十二月的行事表完整地出来了哦........真的很满很满，不过应该会很开心，真的很期待.............未来充满力量、充满惊喜、充满欢乐....................
我要离开了，宝贝...........再见.............等我考完试，我一定天天来看你..............
Belle
虽然会怕书读不完,但也顾不得那么多了，最起码有努力过吗，嘻嘻......知道这努力是回忆，将来毕业后，她一定变得很甜美.......幸福地窝在我脑海深处.............恩........我会快乐................考试是一个过程，她对我们来说真的很重要，虽然.........考试成绩不是一切！！但现实的社会里，少了她是不能活的！！！！我很清楚这一点，我也有了明确的前进方向，所以说，成绩对我现在来说是非常重要的。现在在享受着考试的熏陶，除了读书，还是读书...........但忙里偷闲，今天溜了进来............嘻嘻........但是没有内疚哦，因为考试累了，这里让我很窝心、这里让我很自由、这里让我没有压力、这里是我呐喊的空间.............这里是我最想停留的地方，这里让我重新充电.........从归考试战场的电力........
考试很快就要过了，接下来的时间会充满兴奋、惊喜、快乐哦..............十一月、十二月的行事表完整地出来了哦........真的很满很满，不过应该会很开心，真的很期待.............未来充满力量、充满惊喜、充满欢乐....................
我要离开了，宝贝...........再见.............等我考完试，我一定天天来看你..............
Belle
Sunday, October 19, 2008
第一次......
第一次五味杂全、第一次不知所措、第一次用华语写下这一次的部落格.............其实没什么特别原因.................只因为只有母语才能表达我现在的心情............紧张.........害怕.......
昨天刚从Bukit Jadil Stadium Putra画画比赛回来真的有点累._.但开心的是过程都很愉快，让人满意，最后我没得奖不过真的学到很多常日不能学到、课本不能翻阅、人生重要的改观、人生重要的启发与转锐点......
我很幸福，我有温暖的家、我有疼爱我的家人、我有支持我的朋友、我有支持我的自己，成长过程中跌跌撞撞，我有人扶持.....这可能是现在你的愿望................长辈说的对，我们不能决定生命的长度，但我们能决定生命的宽度.................我们不能知道未来会发生什么，但我们可以把握现在每段难得的经历..............酸甜苦辣....................将来她们都会是我们美好的回忆。
我有很多不如人的地方，但我愿意学习，我不自卑，因为我知道只要我努力，总有一天我会完成我想完成的愿望。我的生活现在虽然很繁忙、有时真的很累、很想放弃.....不过最后还是会告诉自己要加油，有过煎熬才会成功..............人生很多时候不是如此吗？放弃后往往会后悔，那后悔后会有什么？后悔后还是后悔..........与其将来后悔，不如现在进自己最大的努力完成愿望、完成任务，最后如果真的失败了也失败地骄傲、没有后悔.................
坚信自己的毅力、坚信自己的耐力、坚信以生具来得勇敢....................我许愿.........但愿皇天不负苦心人.........................
Belle
昨天刚从Bukit Jadil Stadium Putra画画比赛回来真的有点累._.但开心的是过程都很愉快，让人满意，最后我没得奖不过真的学到很多常日不能学到、课本不能翻阅、人生重要的改观、人生重要的启发与转锐点......
我很幸福，我有温暖的家、我有疼爱我的家人、我有支持我的朋友、我有支持我的自己，成长过程中跌跌撞撞，我有人扶持.....这可能是现在你的愿望................长辈说的对，我们不能决定生命的长度，但我们能决定生命的宽度.................我们不能知道未来会发生什么，但我们可以把握现在每段难得的经历..............酸甜苦辣....................将来她们都会是我们美好的回忆。
我有很多不如人的地方，但我愿意学习，我不自卑，因为我知道只要我努力，总有一天我会完成我想完成的愿望。我的生活现在虽然很繁忙、有时真的很累、很想放弃.....不过最后还是会告诉自己要加油，有过煎熬才会成功..............人生很多时候不是如此吗？放弃后往往会后悔，那后悔后会有什么？后悔后还是后悔..........与其将来后悔，不如现在进自己最大的努力完成愿望、完成任务，最后如果真的失败了也失败地骄傲、没有后悔.................
坚信自己的毅力、坚信自己的耐力、坚信以生具来得勇敢....................我许愿.........但愿皇天不负苦心人.........................
Belle
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Begin this.........
Begin this, really very very busy.........final exam is coming soon next week........This saturday, maybe have a drawing&painting competition at Bukit Jadil Stadium........but unfortunalately,now is no transport yet.......actually i want go myself with another one friend,but teacher not allow because she say that is too dangerous already........my parents also not allow......if have transport sure can go but if no .....just forget it ....although have some upsad, exam i scoming soon, Taiwan chienese orchestra performances also coming soon.....no time to upsad so long.And all things must be prepared early......use the upsad time do more pratice and study more is better and better , and it also can make me happy and feel success.My art projects almost finish,so happy just leave painting and cutting...........hope everything will under my mind. :)
Begin this , life feel so exciting like roader coaster.....have sad have happy and have busy ......but always remember life full of challenge then it will be more fantastic and can get many new idea and have many different feels....although they all not feel like so happy ,actually i had learnt somethings from this period of time..........
If one day have time to remember it again and this period must is a sweet happy experince.. :)
Now feel very very tired............but i believe one day i will have the things that i dream to have.....and the important is now i already have my first step......if i success.....i will atain my dream......
Thanks god give some many experince that other peoplr can't have . It already give me many tips of life and rudes......God , You Always My Sun...... :)
Although now i not a succeful person , atlist i have experince and thinkings...........one day, i will prove that i 'm a succeful person. I know my life now is unhappy , sour and upsad......... i will try my best to change that i believe i can................ :( :)
Belle
Begin this , life feel so exciting like roader coaster.....have sad have happy and have busy ......but always remember life full of challenge then it will be more fantastic and can get many new idea and have many different feels....although they all not feel like so happy ,actually i had learnt somethings from this period of time..........
If one day have time to remember it again and this period must is a sweet happy experince.. :)
Now feel very very tired............but i believe one day i will have the things that i dream to have.....and the important is now i already have my first step......if i success.....i will atain my dream......
Thanks god give some many experince that other peoplr can't have . It already give me many tips of life and rudes......God , You Always My Sun...... :)
Although now i not a succeful person , atlist i have experince and thinkings...........one day, i will prove that i 'm a succeful person. I know my life now is unhappy , sour and upsad......... i will try my best to change that i believe i can................ :( :)
Belle
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Start a blog..........
so long time want to create a blog but sadly no time to do it!!!!haiz.........
but so happy,today have this change,also want to thanks linten....because his blog remind me to create a blog.
First time write blog with english, feel a little bit shame....ha ha......this all because my english is not such good but i like to learn it and try to improve it as much as i can.....
Begin this......more time prepare exam and continue doing art project, hope everthings will be ok soon.A little bit tire but i believe it will have a result that i want to have.Haiz.....why so many things come together,why i always around the person that i don't like ,although i don't care them and keep a positive thinking to myself ,feel upsad too when think of them.If no have them i think our class will more harmony and feel like own house.Because of them,class always becomes the place full with dirty's noise.Why they want to talk this such nothigs ?can't understand!!!!So many things have to do,they can't do it very well and continue want to say other's bad things, and unbelieve they want to say that things that haven't happen!!!Always talk other this no good,that no good...but they don't know they are not good than other and worst than other!!!!!
But nevermind lah,i believe the truth always the truth ,the wrong always the wrong....and god will always protect us.........:)
Belle
but so happy,today have this change,also want to thanks linten....because his blog remind me to create a blog.
First time write blog with english, feel a little bit shame....ha ha......this all because my english is not such good but i like to learn it and try to improve it as much as i can.....
Begin this......more time prepare exam and continue doing art project, hope everthings will be ok soon.A little bit tire but i believe it will have a result that i want to have.Haiz.....why so many things come together,why i always around the person that i don't like ,although i don't care them and keep a positive thinking to myself ,feel upsad too when think of them.If no have them i think our class will more harmony and feel like own house.Because of them,class always becomes the place full with dirty's noise.Why they want to talk this such nothigs ?can't understand!!!!So many things have to do,they can't do it very well and continue want to say other's bad things, and unbelieve they want to say that things that haven't happen!!!Always talk other this no good,that no good...but they don't know they are not good than other and worst than other!!!!!
But nevermind lah,i believe the truth always the truth ,the wrong always the wrong....and god will always protect us.........:)
Belle
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